Notes to Self

July 28, 2014

Exahustion of body and mind

I am so tired. Mentally, physically and emotionally (not sure of the difference between the first and last but the trio sounded good…)

So I think I am depressed.

I thought I would write a post to help me feel better, maybe come to some resolution of my current emotional state, but I don’t even feel like doing it now that I’ve started.

Got some bad news and that threw me over the edge on this crappy Monday.

I know that I should find the bright side; the silver lining. But I can’t right now.

I know that my family is a blessing and we aren’t destitute (yet), but that can’t make everything else go away.

It isn’t enough to say that your life doesn’t suck as much as other peoples’ lives do….everything is relative.

If you’re happy and you know it, good for you. But me, I’ve had enough of the bullshit. I just don’t know how to change it.

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